OH MY LITTLE DARLING I REALLY HOPE YOU KNOW IF GOD HAD GIVEN ME A CHOICE I WOULD HAVE NEVER LET YOU GO 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 MY LIFE WOULD HAVE BEEN SO DIFFERENT AND I WOULD'VE HAD YOU IN IT BUT NOW MY LIFE CONSISTS OF MISSING YOU EVERY MINUTE 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 YOUR LEAVING LEFT ME BROKEN HEARTED WITH A CONSTANT ACHE WITHIN MY HEART OH HOW I WISH YOU WERE HERE WITH ME INSTEAD OF BEING SO FAR APART 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 I WONDER WHAT YOU'D LOOK LIKE WOULD YOU LOOK LIKE ME OR YOUR DAD I WONDER SUCH A LOT ABOUT THINGS AND IT DRIVES ME COMPLETELY MAD 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 IF ONLY I COULD HAVE MADE YOU WELL IT WOULD HAVE BEEN MY BIGGEST DREAM COME TRUE TO SEE YOU GROW AND BE A HAPPY LITTLE BOY BUT INSTEAD I LIVE LIFE JUST MISSING YOU 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 AS I LAY IN BED AT NIGHT JUST WISHING YOU WERE HERE SO I COULD CUDDLE YOU SO TIGHT AND HOLD YOU OH SO NEAR 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 BUT INSTEAD I HAVE TO KISS YOUR PILLOW BECAUSE THAT AND MEMORIES ARE ALL I HAVE LEFT AS TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES I FEEL A PAIN INSIDE MY CHEST 😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪😪 SO MY DARLING BOY PLEASE SLEEP SAFE AND PLEASE DON'T SHED A TEAR BECAUSE MOMMY LOVES YOU VERY MUCH AND I'LL FOREVER KEEP YOU NEAR XxxX Mommy loves you my sweet boy