My darling boy ❤️ Mommy’s here again to tell you how much I miss you and how much I love you ❤️ I think of you every single day from the minute I wake up to the moment I fall asleep, you were such a special little boy and you changed my life forever,you taught me what real love felt like,you taught me how to fight,you taught me how to be strong when I had to hold you whilst the doctors did things to you that I didn’t like,you taught me how much strength I had in me,but there’s one thing you didn’t teach me and that was how to live without you 😪 Even though you were so little you were the bravest little boy in the world,the things you endured in your short life were truly awful and for that I’m eternally sorry,I’m so sorry something in my body made you so poorly,I would do or give anything to change it so you were still here with me,I still cry for you every day because I miss you and the life we should have had,you will forever be my beautiful brave boy and I cherish you and love you so much more than you will ever know,I can’t believe it has been almost 27 years since I held you and kissed you ,this time 27 years ago I had 5 more days with you ,only five more days to kiss you, only five more days to hold you tight,only five more days to tell you how much I love you, and it seems like only 5 minutes ago that it all happened,time does not heal , all it does is make you better at hiding your pain and grief from everyone,you learn how to smile when your really sad,how to laugh when your silently crying , and how to tell everyone your fine when in fact your dying inside,I can not put into words how much I love and adore you, sleep safe my darling boy , mommy loves you millions xx ❤️💋💔