Mommy loves you jakey very very very much ❤️ and I’m so proud of you for showing mommy the sign the other night in the garden ,, you’re my clever little boy . Night night baby sweet dreams my sweet boy 💔😢👼🏻❤️
Mommy
11th April 2024
Hello my darling boy , it’s mommy ( but you know that) I’m aching for you so bad . I wish this wasn’t our lives and it was just the worst nightmare and we would wake up and still be together. I miss you everyday and I love you more than I could ever put into words. Mommy bought me and you a lovely special bracelet for your birthday, I can’t believe you would be 32 years old in two day time, but you’ll forever be 5&a half months old , I will never understand why this happened to you and I’d have done anything to make you better,I hope you know that jakey. My heart hurts so badly, I just want to hold you and smell your pure skin and be able to kiss you again, but one thing I am still able to do is tell you I love you and no one can ever take that away from us. I wrote you two lovely poems ( I hope you could read them) I bet you can my clever boy, mommy is going with grandad tomorrow to do your Easter garden and give you your new fluffy Easter chicks, I hope you love then , and a bunny rabbit that lights up so you can see it from heaven shining bright just for you my baby . Have a lovely sleep my darling boy mommy loves you baby , I will see you tomorrow xx night night my precious jakey xx
Joanne fletcher mommy
28th March 2024
IT'S NEARLY YOUR BIRTHDAY
AND THE ACHE FOR YOU IS REAL
NO ONE IN THE WORLD
KNOWS HOW DESPERATE I FEEL
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
YOU'RE ALMOST 31 YEARS OLD
I ASK MYSELF HOW CAN THAT BE
YOU'VE BEEN IN HEAVEN FOR 30 YEARS 6 & A HALF MONTHS
INSTEAD OF DOWN HERE WITH ME
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
AS TEARS FALL ON MY PILLOW
FROM THE HEARTACHE I FEEL
WISHING WITH EVERY OUNCE OF ME
THAT THIS WASN'T REAL
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I CAN STILL SEE YOU CLEARLY
WHEN I SHUT MY EYES SO TIGHT
MOMMY WISHES EVERYDAY
THAT I COULD HAVE MADE IT ALRIGHT
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I'M SO SORRY I COULDN'T SAVE YOU
OR TAKE AWAY ALL YOUR PAIN
I USED TO PRAY I COULD MAKE YOU BETTER
OVER AND OVER AGAIN
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
THE DAY THAT YOU LEFT ME
IS SO VIVID AND CLEAR TOO
IT LEFT A HOLE INSIDE OF ME
MOMMY WILL NEVER GET OVER LOSING YOU
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I TALK TO YOU EVERYDAY
AND KISS YOUR PICTURE EVERY NIGHT
I PLACE MY HEAD ON YOUR PILLOW
AND HUG IT OH SO TIGHT
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
AS THE TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES
FROM THE BREAK THAT'S IN MY HEART
KNOWING WHEN I WAKE IN THE MORNING
WE WILL STILL BE SO FAR APART
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
AND CHERISH YOU SO MUCH TOO
AND MOMMY WILL CONTINUE TO ACHE
UNTIL THE DAY I'M HOLDING YOU
❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
SO SLEEP SAFE MY LITTLE BOY
WITH NO FEAR OR ANY PAIN
AND I PROMISE YOU WITH EVERY BEAT OF MY HEART
THAT ONE DAY I’LL HOLD YOU AGAIN
MOMMY LOVES YOU ENDLESSLY MY
❤️ DARLING JAKEY ❤️
29th March 2023