JOANNE 15th September 2019

OH MY LITTLE DARLING I DONT HAVE THE WORDS TO SAY JUST HOW BROKEN I AM WITHOUT YOU AND HOW MUCH I MISS YOU EVERYDAY 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 ALL MY LIFE I'VE ALWAYS DREAMT OF HAVING A LITTLE BOY OF MY OWN AND WHEN GOD SENT YOU TO ME IT WAS THE STRONGEST LOVE I'VE EVER KNOW 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I DREAMT OF A LONG LIFETIME TOGETHER BUT GOD HAD A DIFFERENT PLAN WE WOULD ONLY HAVE 5 & A HALF MONTHS TOGETHER THEN HE WOULD TAKE AWAY MY LITTLE MAN 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 NOW ALL I HAVE LEFT ARE MEMORIES AND YOUR PHOTOS IN A FRAME I WISH HE COULD SEND YOU BACK SO I COULD HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I KNOW I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR MOMMY AND THAT'S WHAT I'LL ALWAYS BE BUT TO BE DOWN HERE WHEN YOUR UP THERE IT BREAKS MY HEART YOU SEE 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I SOMETIMES PRETEND YOUR HERE AND I TALK TO YOU QUIETLY WHEN NOONE ELSE CAN HEAR ONLY YOU AND ME 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I ACHE FOR YOU EVERY SECOND OF EVERY MINUTE OF THE DAY AND THATS THE WAY ITS BEEN SINCE THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I LIVE MY LIFE AS TWO DIFFERENT PEOPLE I NEVER SHOW THE REAL ME I SHOW PEOPLE THE HAPPY ONE BUT NEVER THE HEARTACHE INSIDE OF ME 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 THEY ASK ME HOW IM DOING I REPLY IM FINE ,HOW ARE YOU BUT INSIDE IM SILENTLY CRYING BECAUSE ALL IM THINKING ABOUT IS YOU 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 SO MY BEAUTIFUL BOY I HOPE YOU CAN HEAR ME WHEN IM QUIETLY TALKING TO YOU TELLING YOU HOW MUCH I MISS YOU AND JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 SO TONIGHT WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SLEEPING AND IM CRYING STILL WIDE AWAKE JUST KNOW THAT IM PRETENDING THAT YOUR STILL HERE WITH ME MY PRECIOUS LITTLE JAKE XXXXXXXXX💔💔💔💔XXXXXXX