Hello my beautiful boy,mommy is lying in bed thinking of you and how I long to be holding you so tight,I wish you were here no we could cuddle all night,my eyes are blurred my cheeks are wet,but mommys ok so please don't fret,it just hurts so deep inside my heart,since the nightmare of that day that we had to part,I will love you forever and think of you each day,until the day I'm with you,and no one will ever take you away xxx mommys loves you jakey I hope that you know and next time I hold you I promise I'll never let you go xx