Hello my beautiful boy,Mommys just been to your garden and put some pretty flowers there for you to look at,I'm trying so hard to be strong but it's so hard when all I feel like doing is scream and fall to my knees in desperation,it's agony being here without you,I just want to hug and kiss you and tell you how much I love you my Jakey pie,you and sammy are my world ,I hope with all my heart you can see mommy and hear me telling you I love you so much,you will always be Mommys special brave boy ,I love and miss you so much Jakey love from your mommy xxx💔💔