hello my beautiful boy,just thought i would tell you how very much i miss you every single day and how much i love you with all my heart and soul,its almost xmas again and cant believe this is the 20th xmas without you,time goes by so fast yet it only seems like yesterday since i held you in my arms and kissed your beautiful sweet face,mommy finds life so hard baby without you and i would do anything to have you back here with me where you should be,you should be opening lots of presents with mommy and sammy all snuggled up by the fire together,mommy loves you little man and you are with me all the time in my heart my mind and my soul,night night my jakey love from mommy xxxxx