Another Mother’s Day without you It gets harder every year When everyone has gone home I go upstairs and shed a tear For the little man I loved so deep And would’ve done anything to make you well Almost thirty years I’ve had to live in this hell If my love could have saved you You’d be right here with me today You wouldn’t have had leave me Or go with the angels far away I could have never imagined A life like the one I’ve been dealt To lose my very precious child Who had a face that made me melt I know you have watched me Often break down and cry I know it must be so awful for you To watch your mommy screaming why You will forever be my first born My very first true love And I promise you that one day I’ll be holding you again up above But for now my precious darling We will have to wait patiently For mommys time to come to heaven So you can forever be back with me