I love you my darling boy I miss you very much The smell of your skin The softness of your touch It’s been such a long time Since the day I said my goodbyes As write this to you I have tears in my eyes I write so many poems Because I don’t know what else to do To get all the things out What I want to say to you My heart can’t bare the sadness That I feel deep inside Still to this day I can’t believe That my little boy died I dream about holding you And seeing your beautiful face And telling you I love you A love that time could never erase I don’t know if you can hear me I don’t know if heaven is real All I know for sure Is the love for you that i feel I miss you so terribly But I usually keep it to myself Because what’s the point in telling anyone When know one can help I just sit in my bedroom And cry so quietly So the only ones that know I’m crying are just you and me I think of you every single day Your the one I truly miss I don’t know how I’ve survived When my heart hurts as much as this You will be forever in my heart And I keep your memory alive Until it’s my time to be with you So mommy will see you when I arrive But for now my sweet little boy I’ll carry on doing what I do Until the day my heart will heal The day mommy is back with you XxxxxxX