BABY BOY ITS BEEN 17 YEARS, SINCE YOU WENT AWAY, MOMMY MISSES YOU SO MUCH, EVERY SINGLE DAY, THE SUN MAY KEEP SHINING, AND THE RAIN IT STILL FALLS, MOMMY LOVES YOU MORE THAN ANYTHING, AND I MISS YOU MOST OF ALL, MOMMYS LIFE GOES ON, WITH AN EMPTYNESS DEEP INSIDE, I WISH I COULD HAVE MADE YOU BETTER, SO YOU NEVER WOULD HAVE DIED, JAKEY,ON THE DAY THAT I BURIED YOU, A BIG PART OF ME DIED TOO, MOMMY WONT BE WHOLE AGAIN, UNTIL IM BACK WITH YOU, PEOPLE THINK ITS BEEN ALONG TIME, BUT TO ME ,WAS JUST YESTERDAY, THE PAIN IN MY HEART IS STILL JUST AS BAD, AS THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY, I TRY MY HARDEST TO BE HAPPY, AND MAKE SAMS LIFE AS GOOD AS I CAN, AND EVENTHOUGH I LOVE SAM MORE THAN WORDS, I STILL DESPERATLY NEED MY LITTLE MAN, SEPTEMBER THE 16TH, WAS THE WORST DAY OF MY LIFE, THE DAY I LOST MY BOY FOREVER, HURT JUST LIKE A KNIFE, IT RIPPED THROUGH MY HEART, AND BROKE IT IN TWO, ON THAT DREADFULL DAY, WHEN I LOST YOU. ALWAYS IN MOMMYS HEART MY LITTLE BERT XX