JOANNE 11th August 2009

BABY BOY YOU WERE SO BEAUTIFUL, IN EVERY SINGLE WAY, I BOUGHT YOU INTO THIS WORLD, ON A LOVELY SUNNY DAY, BUT THEN THE SUN TURNED TO CLOUD, AND THE CLOUDS BEGAN TO RAIN, AND FROM THAT MOMENT ON, WE KNEW OUR LIVES WOULD NEVER BE THE SAME, THE DOCTORS THEY RUSHED YOU AWAY, TO A PLACE THEY CALL S.C.B.U, I WANTED MY NEWBORN BABY IN MY ARMS, AND THAT BABY BOY WAS YOU, WHEN WE WERE TAKEN TO SEE YOU, YOU HAD TUBES EVERYWERE, I WAS CRYING MY HEART OUT TO HOLD YOU, BUT I COULDNT,I WAS SO UNFAIR, THE DOCTOR,HE SAID YOU WERE VERY POORLY, AND THAT YOU WOULD PROBABLY DIE, I BEGAN TO SCREAM,AND MY WORLD CRASHED DOWN, AS I SHOUTED THE QUESTION, WHY, WHEN YOU WERE FIVE WEEKS OLD, WE WERE ALLOWED TO TAKE YOU HOME WITH US, EVEN THOUGH ,YOU WERE STILL VERY POORLY, YOU NEVER MADE A FUSS, MOMMY AND DADDY TOOK CARE OF YOU, AND NANNY AND GRANDAD DID TOO, NO-ONE IN THE WORLD , WAS LOVED AS MUCH AS YOU, WHEN YOU WERE FIVE AND A HALF MONTHS OLD, YOU WERE RUSHED INTO HOSPITAL, MOMMY AND DADDY STAYED WITH YOU ALL NIGHT, IN THE MORNING WE TOOK YOU HOME, BUT MOMMY KNEW YOU WASNT ALL RIGHT, WE WE GOT HOME WITH YOU, MOMMY WOULDNT LET YOU OUT OF HER SIGHT, AND ON THE EVENING OF SEPTEMBER THE 16TH, AN ANGEL CAME DOWN WITH A LIGHT, SHE TOLD ME NOT TO WORRY, SHE SAID, I HAVE COME FOR YOUR LITTLE BOY, SHE SAID,YOU BELONGED IN GODS ARMS NOW, AND YOU COULD BRING YOUR FAVORITE TOY, SO I KISSED YOU AND TOLD YOU I LOVE YOU, AND THE ANGEL TOOK YOU BY THE HAND, SHE TOLD ME,THAT YOU WOULD FEEL BETTER, AS SOON AS YOU REACHED GODS PROMISE LAND, ON SEPTEMBER THE 23RD, WE SAID OUR FINAL GOODBYES, OUR LITTLE MAN WAS NO LONGER WITH US, YOU WERE FLYING FREE UP IN THE SKYS, A FEW DAYS AFTER YOUR FUNERAL, AN ANGEL CAME DOWN TO SAY, YOUR LITTLE BOY IS BEING CARED FOR AND LOVED, AND HE WANTS YOU TO BE HAPPY AGAIN ONE DAY, SO I SAID,PLEASE CAN YOU TELL MY BABY, I LOVE HIM. MORE THAN ANYONE WILL EVER KNOW, AND THE HARDEST THING I HAVE EVER HAD TO DO, WAS TO SAY GOODBYE AND LET YOU GO. MOMMY LOVES YOU MY LITTLE HUNNY BUNNY XXXX