TONIGHT I WISHED UPON A STAR, TO SEND YOU MY LOVE WHERE EVER YOU ARE, MOMMY IS SO TIRED WITH THE PAIN I HAVE TO BARE, FOR KNOWING MY BABY ISNT ANYWHERE, IT HURTS DEEP INSIDE, WHERE NO-ONE CAN SEE, GOING THROUGH LIFE , WITHOUT MY JAKEY, THIS PAIN IS UNBAREABLE, I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO, FOR I LOVE SAM, BUT STILL WANT TO BE WITH YOU, ITS ALMOST XMAS AGAIN , AND I LONG TO BUY YOU TOYS, I WILL NEVER FEEL TRUE HAPPINESS, CAUSE I DONT HAVE BOTH MY BOYS, MY LIFE IS A MASK, TO COVER UP MY PAIN, UNTIL JAKEY WHEN , MOMMY AND SAM ARE WITH YOU AGAIN, JAKEY YOU WILL BE WITH ME, ON XMAS DAY, BUT THE PAIN IN MOMMYS HEART, IT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.