17 YEARS AGO TODAY, ON SEPTEMBER THE 23RD, MOMMY AND DADDYS WORLD FELL APART, AS WE CARRIED YOU INTO THE CHURCH, YOU HAD THE MOST PERFECT LITTLE BED, MADE OF WHITE AND GOLD, WHY DID GOD TAKE YOU SO YOUNG, WHY COULDNT HE WAIT UNTIL YOU WERE OLD, MOMMY AND DADDY SAT AT THE FRONT, AND YOUR GRANDAD STARTED TO SING, MOMMY JUST STARRED INTO SPACE, AND DIDNT HEAR A THING, ALL MOMMY COULD SEE, WERE THOSE BIG RED VELVET CURTAINS, WITH MY BABY BOY LYING BEHIND, THEY STARTED TO CLOSE, AND MOMMY SCREAMED ,WHY IS GOD SO UNKIND, AS EVERYONE LEFT THE CHURCH, MOMMY JUST SAT AND FELT NUMB, I COULDNT BELIEVE THAT IN THAT TINY WHITE COFFIN, LAY MY BEAUTIFUL SON, ALL MOMMY WAS LEFT WITH, WAS AN EMPTY CRIB, AND AN EMPTY PRAM, I KNOW ITS WRONG TO THINK LIKE THIS, BUT I WISH HE HAD TAKEN SOMEONE ELSES BOY, AND SPARRED MY LITTLE MAN, BUT EVEN THOUGH YOU HAVE GONE, MOMMYS LOVE FOR YOU LIVES ON, MY BEAUTIFUL BOY,MY JAKE,Y,PIE, MY AMAZING DARLING SON. SLEEP SAFE BABY BOY MOMMY LOVES YOU XX