WHEN ALL THE WORLD IS SLEEPING AND I LAY WIDE AWAKE THINKING ABOUT ALL THE TIMES THAT I COULD HOLD MY DARLING JAKE 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I THINK ABOUT HOW I USED TO KISS HIM AND HOLD HIM CLOSE ON MY CHEST I MISS THAT FEELING OH SO MUCH BECAUSE IT TRULY WAS THE BEST 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I DREAM THAT YOUR STILL HERE AND I CAN HOLD YOU ONCE AGAIN A PERFECT LIFE OF PURE HAPPINESS AND NOT THIS LIFE OF PAIN 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 YOU WERE TRULY MY EVERYTHING I LOVED YOU MORE THAN YOU'LL EVER KNOW TO THIS DAY I STILL CAN'T BELIEVE THAT I HAD TO LET YOU GO 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 I WISH I COULD HAVE SAVED YOU FROM ALL YOUR SICKNESS AND PAIN BUT ONE DAY I PROMISE YOU THAT MOMMY WILL HOLD YOU AGAIN 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 AND WHEN THAT DAY COMES I REALLY NEED YOU TO KNOW THAT THE NEXT TIME I GET TO HOLD YOU I WILL NEVER EVER LET YOU GO 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 MOMMY LOVES YOU MY DARLING BOY 💔XXXXXXXXX💔