Hello my precious boy, mommy is thinking about you today on the anniversary of your funeral, even though I think of you every single day, I miss you so much little man, I wish with all my heart that things were different and you were here with me, nanny and grandad love you so much and miss you very much too, nanny has lit you a candle today hoping you can see it from heaven,. mommy has also got some beautiful candles lit by your pictures downstairs, today is so painful in my heart, I still sometimes don’t know how this is all real , it’s just a nightmare I can’t wake up from, god I love you so so much, mommy is sending you lots of special kisses up to heaven, I hope you can catch them, they are filled with extra amounts of strong love from mommies heart to your heart. Sleep safe my darling boy lots of love from mommy xx 😘💙