Happy birthday my darling boy , I wish with all my heart and soul that you could be celebrating it with me and all our family who adore you and love you so much, mommy is so sad and my heart is broken, tony is taking’s me away for the weekend, don’t worry because your coming with me too deep inside my heart ( your the only one that knows how my heart sounds from the inside) you will go everywhere with me forever, I love you jakey so much it hurts so terribly, have a lovely party with all your little angel friends, don’t eat to much cake or you’ll get tummy ache, mommy will have your candles burning all day , I hope you can see them from heaven, I hope you visit mommy in her dreams tonight so we can have a cuddle because I miss how you felt and your warm baby soft skin and the intoxicating baby smell on the top of your beautiful head, mommy’s going to try and get to sleep soon because my eyes are sore from crying, night night my precious special boy mommy loves you so much xx happy birthday my sweet little boy ❤️😘