To my precious little man jakey.
TODAY WAS THE DAY
THAT WE LAYED YOU TO REST
AS WE CARRIED YOU INTO THE CHURCH
I FELT A PAIN WITHIN OUR CHEST
WE HELD YOUR TINY COFFIN
AND WALKED UP TO YOUR RESTING PLACE
WITH SADNESS SO DEEP
AND TEARS ON MY FACE
I COULDN'T BELIEVE WHAT WAS HAPPENING
I STILL STRUGGLE WITH IT TODAY
WITH TEARS STILL ON MY FACE
AND THE PAIN THAT WILL NOT GO AWAY
THE CHURCH WAS FILLED WITH PEOPLE
WHO LOVED YOU DEARLY
BUT NO-ONE LOVED YOU MORE
THAN YOUR HEARTBROKEN MONMY
AS THE CURTAINS CLOSED IN FRONT OF YOU
AND YOUR COFFIN SLIPPED AWAY
I SCREAMED I WANT MY BABY BACK
THAT IS ALL THAT I COULD SAY
I HAVE NEVER KNOWN A PAIN SO UNBEARABLE
THAT RIPPED THROUGH MY SOUL AND HEART
AND THAT SAME PAIN IS STILL WITH ME
AFTER 32 YEARS OF BEING APART
SOMEDAYS I CAN HANDLE IT BETTER
BUT THERE ARE DAYS I STRUGGLE ALOT
WITH A DREADFUL FEELING IN MY STOMACH
THAT FEELS LIKE A KNOT
I MISS YOU SO TERRIBLY
BUT HOLD YOU CLOSE IN MY HEART
AND I LONG FOR THE DAY WE ARE REUNITED
AND WILL NO LONGER BE APART
BUT FOR NOW MY SWEET BOY
I WILL BLOW A KISS AND SAY NIGHT NIGHT
AND REMEMBER IN MOMMIES DREAMS
IS WHERE I WILL BE HOLDING YOU TIGHT
LOTS OF LOVE FROM MOOMY 💔❤️
Mommy
22nd September 2024
To my beautiful baby boy jakey
What is there to say
Other than I miss you so much
Each and every day
The pain I carry inside
Is so hard to bare
Knowing when I open my eyes
You won’t be there
I miss you so badly
I don’t know what to do
When all that I want
Is to be there with you
It hurts so much
To not have you here
As I write this to you
I shed a heartbreaking tear
I know you’re in heaven
And no longer unwell
But you left me here
To live through this hell
The night that you died
My world fell apart
Leaving mommy here
With a broken heart
You see you were my precious boy
That I’d waited for, for so long
Just to lose you so quickly
Just seems so wrong
There are no words
To describe how I feel
Because even after all these years
It still feels unreal
I truly hope that you know
How much mommy loves you
And you’re always here with me
In all that I do
To have had you as my little boy
Was a dream come true
With you loving me
And me loving you
You will always be so special to me
And you will live forever in mommies heart
And I can promise you one thing
That we will never be apart
So night night my perfect special boy
Mommy will be with you soon
Where we will live for eternity
Dancing together around the moon
Love you always from your mommy 😘💔👼🏻
Mommy
16th September 2024
Mommy loves you so much my precious boy ❤️💔😢 I wish with all my heart that you were still here with me 👼🏻 I miss you every minute of every single day 💔 my heart is broken forever 💔 sleep safe my darling little man ❤️
Mommy
13th September 2024